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Monday, July 6, 2009

12:18AM

Isn't life ridiculous?
All I can hope for now is the ability to survive.
So far, so good. Mostly.

Current mood: drained

Sunday, September 9, 2007

1:33AM

Times change...come and go like waves in monstrous oceans.

The wind keeps me afloat, but still I am helpless against the current.

Paint is pen without words.

Current mood: cold

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

12:12PM

I'm tired. I need refreshment.

Friday, February 16, 2007

11:40AM

Work, though tiring, has been fun.

I hope my car doesn't die.

Sunday, December 17, 2006

2:19AM - ::sigh::

Life moves in slow motion
...motion puts off what might come upon you today until tomorrow, when you can forget it all happened. hmm. weird stuff.

Wednesday, December 6, 2006

10:40AM

To Idaho or to not Idaho....hmm...school up there might be good for me.

Friday, November 10, 2006

7:53AM

I want a bulldog so badly...I need canine companionship.

Life is confusing.

I hate Lindsey Lohan.

Current mood: blah

Saturday, October 7, 2006

11:50AM

I am spoken to in tones that reach into spaces of myself which know no words.

They pierce my soul.

Muse.

Friday, October 6, 2006

8:38PM

Mexico is the place.

Pliers? Too messy, too many people, and too quickly to make time. All of time.

Too short.

Possible? Maybe, with planning.

How much planning? Impossible. Completely.

Wither? No. Wither? no. Wither?

...

Mexico. Yes.

Current mood: contemplative

Friday, September 15, 2006

12:52AM

Old guys. New guys. Crazy guys.

Boyfriend

Daniel

yes.

Current mood: calm

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

3:33PM

took a little break.

Life and all of its twists and turns, ups and downs...beatings...much learned, much to be learned.

In the end, all of the important people are gone.

Moved back in with my parents for a while. Interesting times.

Dan is down here with his wife and kids. I love him. I miss him.

RCC moval is a portal into hell. Diseases like Liza and all the little "goth" dragon people perpetuate the problem. The whole place smells of bile and dirty crotch.

Dogs are awesome.

I miss her.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

12:01AM

I haven't been here in a long time, hmm.

I miss this background.

I want out.

Current mood: drained

Monday, May 16, 2005

12:17AM

I'm so tired of ignoring everything I hate...I guess it never really goes away.


I fucking love Pink Floyd.

Current mood: exhausted

Monday, May 9, 2005

1:21AM

I am cursed.

I feel the need to crush people.

Drunk would be nice right now.

Current mood: frustrated

Thursday, May 5, 2005

11:38PM

I see fantastic things on the horizon.

Life is beautiful.

Current mood: peaceful

Saturday, March 26, 2005

1:31AM

I feel desperate for answers.

I feel alone...

I need something to hold onto...

I need a place to call home.

Current mood: forlorn

Wednesday, March 2, 2005

12:13AM - I'm stuck here for a while.

Too much crap.

Not enough cigs.

Not nearly enough Russell.

...not even close to enough booze.

Current mood: blah

Thursday, February 17, 2005

1:04AM

Valentine's day was full of fantastic AND Rum.

Russell is the shit.

Current mood: awake

12:54AM - A toast to what once was, what could have been, what never will be, and what is to come.

I was so looking forward to seeing Niles.

Life has a funny way of forcing chapters of our lives closed.

Seeing her icon reminded me that I wanted to call her the other day to tell her that she is...beautiful.

For some reason she's been on my mind.

She was right--it's a damn shame.

..maybe it's the weed, or just plain nostalgia...or maybe both.

In either case, I raise a glass to the happiness of a gorgeous and talented woman who taught me a few things about life. I'll never forget her.


May all of our futures be bright.

Current mood: calm

Friday, January 28, 2005

11:37PM - I should live in Humble County.

I had to move out of my parents' house (again) a few weeks ago. Lets just say I was forced to leave. Oh well.

Crazy times. Fantastic times.

I'm going with some people up to Northern California to see Niles and his millionaire fiancee from Amsterdam in about a week...hahaha...

Crazy people.

Crazy life.

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